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Saturday, April 5, 2008/ 1:00 AM i need a break. someone once said to me "The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one. Throw away those insecurities and you will achieve even better than what you can be." when the times get tough, you get stronger. having a tough time in academic life. its hard to get started. its even harder the more i think about it. shit. 2 weeks and 5000 words. plus content analysis and all that interview crap. financial wise, it'll get better. but at what price? am i risking my academic for financial stuffs? shallow am i? shit. whatever it is, im gonna take everything in my stride. positivity is the key. when life pulls me down, i gotta get up on my own two feet. im gonna bawl my eyes out tonight when i sleep. tmr will be a fine day. and to that someone, thanks for the advice. that was a very long time ago. but i remember it all. and if you no longer see or hear about my social life, that means ive turned into some workaholic. both at work and school work. but i know, confirm plus chopstick im going for that click five concert. making ends meet. you don't need me the way i wish you would. i wish you need me the way i need you. but things do not always go my way. the world doesn't revolve around me. neither do i revolve around the world. i wish you well. i always will. i miss you. ~someone who needs a break but just can't afford to risk it.~ happy posts will come soon. i promise. |
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