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Monday, June 30, 2008/ 3:40 AM i need chocs, coffee, ice-cream and everything unhealthy. ok people, this is an update to my already packed schedule.  10/07/08 - date with nurul and sal 12/07/08 - EXAM so there you go, for the dates that are not mentioned above, its either im at home rotting or just sleeping, making up for the many lost sleep. or possibly trying to mug. hahaha. im sorry but try not to make changes or any last minute changes to the dates please my lovely people. ~hawt stuff ehh. hahahaha.~ |
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Friday, June 27, 2008/ 9:30 PM to nad: wish you were there babe.  it was a lovely sunny afternoon. yanihunny and afie afidah went to town in an attempt to get a perlini silver bracelet. and as expected, we camwhored. in the bus. yes, the cacat 174.it was a scary bus ride.  where are my eyes?  eyes are gone (part 2)  i see the eyes!! hahaha  don't act ahh.. action only.. whahaha  eyes almost there.  nice photo for a mother-child advertisement.  and i love you forever babe!  if only nad was there. then the three of us would have more fun with nad ard. but its okay, there's always a next time. =) i had tonnes of fun! next trip, more cardigans for me. whahaha. splurge! and ohh, thanks yan for the help! really really really appreciate it! risked ur job huh. hahaha. ok i owe you yogurt but the interest rates stays the same. wait. there's no interest rate in the first place. whahahaha. ~back to assignment.~ |
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Tuesday, June 24, 2008/ 9:24 PM eight and still withstanding the test of time. dear esh, my sister, lesbo partner, bitching partner and my other half in class. this is kinda late but it's already eight months we're together. HAPPY EIGHTH MONTHASARY. I LOVE YOU DEARIE. saw this one advert in the train, it says "like a true classic, we withstand the test of time." i'll always be here and i'll always care. love, afidah kaur =) |
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/ 8:26 AM we're just humans. you lament life is unfair. complains fate is against you. but what if you yourself chose that path? that same dirty path that you choose to trod upon. then who's at fault now? still it's fate's fault. we're just humans. and it's human nature to blame others and not themselves. that was the last straw of tolerance. just don't bother searching for me. ~for sure, i am not your puppet.~ and HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY FARHAN.. (the poor guy doing reservist on his birthday. how sucky).. anywaes, many blessed days ahead for you... =) |
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Sunday, June 22, 2008/ 4:34 PM number 100. (part 2) (WARNING : PICTURE HEAVY POST) continuing from the previous post, last night's soccer at the cage. it's a wonder how i sustained myself without training for months and yet i was able to be a goalie and defensive midfield like essien at the same time. its ironic how much i hate chelsea yet i had that style of playing and ruggedness like essien. ironic ironic. anywaes, camwhored again! sorry for the unruly state in the pics. hahaha. but i love it. =) before the match. waiting for the opponents in the car. sempat. hahahah. CANNOT MAKE IT LARR..  oooh they're here.. when do i get to play.. wah lau... hahahaha..  nice.. i like the walls.. =)  before the pitch got invaded by screaming girls who got high.  looking for mr right. hahaha. crazy ahh. wanted to be emo.. cannot make it (part 2)  smelly shoes. smelly socks. smelly girl. sweaty armpits.  a very happy goalie and defensive midfield. the essence of essien. -__-  team number 2. (forward, midfield, midfield, goalie & def midfield, defense)  the family shot. damn i look like a body builder. big arms, big legs. hahaha and it ends with my trademark 'close your face while taking picture' shot.attempt at being emo.ACHIEVED! and so the night ended awesomely! saved the penalties which saw my team win the match by penalties 5-3. balls were flying everywhere. never knew kicking balls were this fun. hahaha. bodychecked and sent them flying somewhere. haha. so i was labelled as the essien of the team. i want more futsals please. hahaha. any takers? ~i ruled the pitch and the goal.~ |
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/ 3:43 PM number 100. (part 1) (WARNING : PICTURE HEAVY POST) my 100th post. and it'll be both crazy with me looking like a maid and also damn sweaty. haha. so don't cringe okaays. hahaha Three girls met up for dinner on May 20 Friday at dhoby ghaut. hahaha. and we were as crazy as usual. infact i think crazier and chattboxier. hahaha. no such word but i don't care. so here goes. i look super unglam though. but who gives a damn abt it. hahaha. only superficial people. the three girls night out.  green tea freaks  and we lurve our donuts!!  busy busy talking right.. hahaha me and mrs mary poppins. i shall learn the song one fine day.. hahahaha ~i do not have manly features lah ppl sheesh.~ |
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Thursday, June 19, 2008/ 12:20 PM a quickie. a quickie before heading out to school. i've only got 10 mins to do this. so here goes. this is an announcement to all, once again pls msg me beforehand or set a date with me if u guys wanna ask me out for dates. cos as u all know, i am either busy or just too lazy for last minute dates, have been booked or due to my short term memory.. forgot all abt the dates. hahaha. trust me. there have been times that i forgot i had dates. haha. and so, yours truly is pleased to announce that she is unavailable on these dates. 21/06/08 - friendly match at kallang (the cage) 04/07/08 - a date with yan and martin to the world cyber games (u guys owe me a treat. thats my birthday we're talking abt. and i know yan will be reading this. so pls tell martin and plan for necessary arrangements. whahahah) and i will be going for more dates with nad, yani, nurul, sal, farhan.. these are all to be confirmed. hahaha. and farhan, stop saying u want to marry me. and yes, ur name is in my blog. happy now? SHEESH. hahaha. ~done in 10 mins.~ |
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Wednesday, June 18, 2008/ 10:20 PM i'll call u zaara only if u let me call u stella.  i know u know what i mean by stella. hahaha. the day went out alright. sch was dry. in class assignment was neverending. oh wells, friday is coming soon. lecture will end on friday and three days of tutorials and then hello exam break! hahaha.so yours truly went to marina and met up with rahimah. research shows that wednesdays is a good day for a date. and it is a good day for a date. we talked over coffee and laughed over life. haha. next coffee date make sure we camwhore k. haha. and im so in love with my new N95. 5 mega pix camera. way way better than my digi cam.
wth. someone wants to marry me. crazy fella. LOLS. nevertheless, im super flattered. ~pls pls pls let me call you stella.~ |
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008/ 11:40 PM i love tigger. it takes two to make it work. the blame was never on you. take your time and i'll take mine. ~all the best in your future endeavours.~ |
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/ 11:11 PM a msg changed my day. this goes out just for yan. i know ive been a very troublesome friend. and eversince, you've been cracking your brains just thinking of ways to cheer me up. well, thanks for all the advice and encouragement, believing in me. thank you for your help. honestly, your msg today really made my day and thank you one more time for letting me share all my woes with you. listening to them without being judgemental. to mr silatman, who happens to be my potential guitar hero 3 challenger, thank you for everything. i appreciate it all. but one thing for sure is, that guitar challenge still stands. haha. thank you. and i promise, no more emo moments from me at 2am. haha. i'll probably just deprive you of your sleep. no more "i'm an early bird kind of person." whahahaha. when is our band gonna be set up? looking forward to "music without borders" ~im so gonna win the battle. challenge me. hahaha~ |
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/ 12:10 AM i tried. it was a trial. and i know im not ready for it yet. so now i'm back to square one. well, i have school to look forward to. =) even if school gives me headache everyday (i would not want to know the reason for the headache as i would choose to think that it is like any normal headaches.) so i shall not give anyone anymore headache thinking about me. i shall be a nice friend and not bug anyone or whine. i'm gonna smile and be cheery just like how people want me to be. i hate medications. stopping them. ~to hell with pain.~ |
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Monday, June 16, 2008/ 11:30 PM why do we do what we do. "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take pleasure in other peoples sins, but delights in the truth. It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes." first thing you want forever more is that someone you had before thinking of him each passing day just like the wind you got blown away happiness lies in that sweet smile that scent of his brings you to life you'll trade the world just to hold his hand and cross the ocean just to see him there why are we alone just waiting for a chance for all the times we tried why do we go on may be we're just fools unfazed by the truth how do we know just when to stop pouring our hearts to those we love knowing that this maybe in vain and our hearts get torn again and again what do they know of a broken heart cos all they did is tear you apart tells you to wait and calls you dear and in a flash they just disappear why do we hold on cos all the thing we shared somehow made us strong how do we move on till our love is dead ever is never long “When you love someone, and you love them with all your heart, it never disappears when you're apart. And when you love someone and you've done all you can do, you set them free, and if that love was true..when you love someone it will all come back to you.." |
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Saturday, June 14, 2008/ 9:35 PM i ain't that girl anymore. breathing a sigh of relief and finally i could breathe. it hurts to cry but what if it's all dry trembling and shivering left out in the cold i've lost my wings back when i was bold woke up one fine day having none to lose found back my lost way it gets better when there's none to choose i ain't going bald i ain't vain i ain't that same little girl who tears at every memory i ain't that same little girl i ain't your little lost girl anymore ~go on & enjoy the remaining of your life.~ |
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/ 3:16 AM letting out a war cry. FINALLY. I DID IT! ~proud and love-ing it.~ i still wanna be delilah. |
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Thursday, June 12, 2008/ 11:35 PM rekindling old flames. ok not so much of rekindling of old flames and old crushes.. its more of getting in touch with them all over again.. after weeks and months of not talking to them.. its just comforting to know that they're doing great in life and happy in life.. its very very comforting.. three days in a row, went out after school for dates and all of them turned out to be extremely memorable at the end.. and today's date was no more but an extremely light hearted one. held at bagus, imm.. it was a mini gathering for the three 6.2 girls. together with mariam's other half, her friend and jaja. the conversation changed from lame, to lamer and then to lamest and it was kinda serious as well. and i swear i have a muddled brain now. i can't seem to think straight. but all i know is that, things have changed and as what jaja said "when u can finally forgive someone, that's the point that you can finally let go of that person". (i think thats the exact words. im bad at quotations and attributions) school has been alright. homeworks and in class writings and impromptu quizzes. slowly getting used to all that jazz. and yea, anyone who wish to date me after school, do tell me in advance so i can plan my other outings in advance. its first come, then you chope me. hahaha. and just ignore the blogskin, im too lazy to do something abt it. im letting it be. hahaha. ~burning old bridges and building new ones.~ im just happy you're content. stay happy. =) |
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Sunday, June 8, 2008/ 10:20 PM between the 7th and 8th floor. before i get too lazy to update, i shall do this. haha. KL saw the shopaholic who just couldn keep her eyes off sales and jackets and foods. haha.  470RM in two hours.. not really an encouraging thing for someone who's jobless and starting school. but i have lots more in my mental list. nevermind. ang mo kio hub and far east here i come once my pay check is in. and im really thinking of getting a dress. damn. haha. and new shoes and cardigans. ang mo kio hub's selling long cardigans at 20bucks. okay chill. one at a time.anywae, back to the KL trip. went with them.      they rocked my days and life. all mashed up in the car. =) she loves hannah montana. cute ain't she. LOLS. and so yours truly had the awesomest holiday ever. do not ask me why that emo pose. haha. the sudden urge to do a photoshoot kind of look. upcoming emo mass comm student. (as if im not emo enough already now. sheesh. hahaah) between the 7th and 8th floor, things happened. i shall not state. but but but, i got high on 3 dozens of donuts, listening to american boy the whole night and camwhoring. fuuh. now im still hungry as ever. darn. haha. and yes, I MET YANI THERE. coolness. haha. sorry couldn talk to you yani, my legs were dead already. and ohh ohh, i know he won't be reading this. mr mun, have a blissful wedded life. couldn't attend the ceremony. -__- and and and, meeting the cps peeps on friday the 13th. camwhore again. have fun trying to match make me people. hahaha. ~sch's starting again. weirdly, i miss school.~ |
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Tuesday, June 3, 2008/ 12:00 AM music without borders. yan just had to remind me how corny i can be when im tired. haha. this was our conversation in the train from bugis - marina - yishun (where i alighted) yan: i wanna buy rock band me: ohh yea.. rock band damn fun ahh.. can sing also..but i can't sing for nuts ahh.. haha yan: then nad can take vocals, i take drums, you and farhan fight for lead and bass guitar. haha me: yaaa... ehh set ahh.. then we name our band "music without borders" yan: (gave me a stoink look) HUH?? that was corny ahh. whahahahaha MUSIC WITHOUT BORDERS?? hahaha.. this was 2 days ago and he still remembers it. damn. pls dun remind me that im corny. hahaha. ~guitar hero 3 challenge. are you ready?~ |
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Monday, June 2, 2008/ 5:35 PM and i love the lead guitarist.   oh yea. singapore indoor stadium saw the two most irritating girls on earth last night. hahaha. click five yo! extremely hyped up for the concert. kyle was damn cute larr. ohh ohh joe guese looked damn cute too. and ben romans had that sexy look. hahahaha. joey was insanely awesome and ethan had an awesome guitar solo. darns.  ohh kyle.. hahaha.. the camera sucks.. and we didn get the front view of him. darn. hahah.. but aniwaes, kyle was darn cute. ben romans! had a great view of him. he had this sexy look. uh-huh. sexay!!! hahaah.. ethan ethan ethan! awesome bassist. had a great solo. and he wrote a nice song. *hyper eyebrows* somehow this reminds me of the beatles. haha. joey joey. rocked the stadium. great drummer. and of course, im so in love with.... JOE GUESE! the lead guitarist. i swear i couldn stop looking at him. hahahha. seriously cannot make it larr. told you im in love with him. that was awesome. ~singfest anyone?~ |
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