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Wednesday, September 24, 2008/ 2:58 PM random mandom.
~since when am i somebody's daughter-in-law? heh.~ |
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008/ 11:20 PM pesta raya 08. ungu in concert. yes la. gue suka banget! anyhoos, i reckon i'll sound damn weird blogging in indon. i'm one
thanks love, yang, or whatever you want me to call you. hehe. i love you so. (now now, people don't puke ok. JEALOUS!! HARH!!!) and yes, to be there with him hearing that particular song will be the bestest thing ever (just thinking about it gives me butterflies in my tummy). heeee.Yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku Yang ku cari selama ini dalam hidupku Dan hanya padamu ku berikan sisa cintaku Yang panjang dalam hidupku... ~ku ingin kau tau, kuslalu milikmu yang mencintaimu sepanjang hidupku.~ |
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Monday, September 22, 2008/ 10:25 PM i feel like crabby patty. it takes time. it takes alot of patience. it takes alot of trust. having said that, i am trying my best to be patient, to trust, and to take my time. but at one point of time there will be this feeling of insecurity, and worry. yes, i worry. and i worry alot. i worry for your well-being. your health. the amount of sleep that you get each day. and today when i called for you to break fast, your mobile was off. that made me worry. and up till now, i'm still waiting for that call or sms from you. i don't know what you're doing out there, but i hope you're fine. i'm trying my very best to not be a pessimist but i can't help but to worry. and to top it off, evil uterus decides to say hi again. bleahhh. idk. i should just take a rest and sleep. but i can't rest until i am sure that you're all fine and well. bleahhh. i just miss you bad. i love you loads. ~ish. hold on fidah. you're almost there.~ |
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Saturday, September 20, 2008/ 12:40 AM 00:00:12. twelve seconds one phonecall eight words "i miss you." ~well, i miss you too.~ |
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Friday, September 19, 2008/ 4:42 PM i'm yours. it has been by far the most challenging ramadhan in my entire 21 yrs on earth. not the fasting part but keeping my anger and emotions under control. especially when i get to meet him only twice in a month. he's busy with work, tired after work and me.. busy with the kuihs.. it's tiring.. lols.. break fast with li's family last weekend.. and he has the prettiest sisters, sister-in-law, the cutest and comel-est niece and friendliest family.. and ohh yes, the cats are simply adorable and cute.. =)) can't wait for the end of ramadhan.. will get to meet him again.. and our 2nd monthasary.. i so can't wait for our private getaway.. hur-hur.. :) i think my mum likes li.. she says his name more than i do.. she wants to include him in everything we do.. i find that rather heartwarming.. =) it just gets stronger each day. ~there's no doubt that it's you i love.~ |
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Wednesday, September 17, 2008/ 3:20 PM i don't get it. sometimes i wonder why do we do what we do. is it because of what we know is right, what we feel is right or rather what we wanna change to make it right. on my part, i do things cos i know that it is right. with every word that comes out from my mouth, i have reasons for it. and i don't appreciate it when people jump to conclusion cos they feel threatened by my words or they think that i'm telling tales about them. referring to my previous twinkle entry, yes i took the whole night to analyse the entry. first, there is no exact mention of any names in it. second, it is a general entry for mr/miss twinkle. third, i have no idea why people would read that entry and link it to a certain individual. fourth, it is true that i have mr/miss twinkle's IP Address but there was no mention that the adress belongs to 'you'. and lastly, i have stated my stand in this situation, now all is left is for you and the rest of the readers to judge that entry again. i just don't get it why you would get so emotional over that entry. it is a general entry meant for mr/miss twinkle. i don't get it why you are still stuck with that 'pregnancy' issue even up till now. and even if you wanna start a new story about that issue, i have no rights to stop you cos it is afterall your mouth, so you bear the brunt of it in the future. as far as i'm concern, i'm happily attached, looking forward to my future to what it has in store for me. and to you, if you can point out to me which part of that entry refers to you, then i'll admit my mistake. till then, your accusations are baseless. and btw, thanks for being a loyal reader of this blog. ~i still don't get it.~ |
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Monday, September 15, 2008/ 12:46 AM "Twinkle". as much as i've tried to keep away from blogging this holy month, i just can't. God, please forgive me. (for what i'm about to say) to the person mentioned above, by the name of twinkle. i would appreciate it if you just stop reading this blog of mine. i know you so wanna be a loyal reader of this blog, but i surely do not need someone who criticizes people as they wish (though its a freedom of speech but pls control your tongue) or someone who hides behind some sissy name like "Twinkle" and then claiming to be all high and mighty in this blog. and if you continue to be a bitch and a pain like what you are now, i am pleased to inform you that i have your IP Address and one trip down to the police station is all that it takes for me to get you to just SHUT UP. don't try me. and ohh, if you ever need a professional help to fix that mind of yours, i'm always here to be your listening ear. feel free to add me up at msn: fidah4e7@hotmail.com we can always talk things out nicely, chat about my boyfriend and your girlfriend (if you have one that is) or you can always shut up and get lost. if you choose the other alternative, which is to continue reading my blog, do be reader friendly and please, BY THE LOVE OF GOD, USE YOUR REAL NAME. anymore "TWINKLE" appears in my tagboard, i'm really lodging a report against whoever you are. and if you happen to be a MUSLIM, this is the holy month so please go find other beneficial things to do like terawih or go exorcist yourself. please eh, don't contaminate my blog with your whatever nonsense crap. thank you with much love, fidah |
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Sunday, September 7, 2008/ 1:18 AM blessing.  blogger will be unavailable for this month due to several reasons: kuih preparations, fake ketupats for the aunts, paint grandma's room, and accompany love choose his baju raya.lols. so if there's anything important, i mean really really important and not some random stuff like criticizing someone's other half, i am reachable by phone. this ramadhan has been a blessing. looking forward to raya. ~happy fasting loves.~ |
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008/ 11:05 PM somewhere out there. she's super duper uber cute. ~angelic voice.~ |
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Tuesday, September 2, 2008/ 12:00 AM thirty days and counting.  to my dearestest you, for being the bestest friend, a future awesome pokemon trainer (dadachu!!), our tass-ing times, the merajuk moments (cannot make it), musa searching moments, getting caught in the rain, for being the most annoying person on earth, flirting in sms-es & everywhere, and a bunch of other nonsense. happy 1 month anniversary! haha! i love you =)) |
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