it takes time. it takes alot of patience. it takes alot of trust.

having said that, i am trying my best to be patient, to trust, and to take my time. but at one point of time there will be this feeling of insecurity, and worry. yes, i worry. and i worry alot.

i worry for your well-being. your health. the amount of sleep that you get each day. and today when i called for you to break fast, your mobile was off. that made me worry. and up till now, i'm still waiting for that call or sms from you. i don't know what you're doing out there, but i hope you're fine. i'm trying my very best to not be a pessimist but i can't help but to worry. and to top it off, evil uterus decides to say hi again. bleahhh.

idk. i should just take a rest and sleep. but i can't rest until i am sure that you're all fine and well. bleahhh.

i just miss you bad. i love you loads.

~ish. hold on fidah. you're almost there.~