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Sunday, October 5, 2008/ 7:30 PM when in doubt, ASK. "oh we thought you are busy...." something that i learnt in school, when you are unsure of something, always ask even if you look dumb. this is something people should put in practice in life out of school. when you're in doubt, you ask and do not assume. the reason why i am always busy is cos people have never bothered to inform me about activities or any social gathering, so that makes me anti-social?? yeah, prolly i am cos firstly, i am a mere student in a private institution. so i need to work my ass off, studying things that makes no sense to make myself feel better, to make me feel that i am on par with the rest of my friends who got into local uni, who has jobs and well, who gets update on social gatherings out of school. second, well hey! fidah has a bf now. so she must be busy with him. like clinging to him 24/7. yes i cling to my bf just because some of my friends decide to cut me off from their sms group, which means whenever my phone rings or vibrates, it will be from my bf telling me how much he loves and miss me. so if i'm always busy going out with him, i guess it's still my fault for not having the initiative to ask my frens "hey wanna go out today?". i don't ask or text cos no one replies to me. so why bother? sheesh. i don't nudge or talk to any of my high school friends cos no one bothers to reply me. and some people ask, why are you so busy? busy with what arh? well, take a step back and think people. so, just don't bother smsing me now. since i've already stated my point, it won't matter to me if im being left out in whatever social or class gathering that's being organized. and ohh btw, im linked up in facebook, friendster, msn, hotmail, and i blog. lame excuse if you say you cannot get hold of me just cos i changed hp number. where there's a will, there's a way. lastly, selamat hari raya 04A4. enjoy yourselves. ~it doesn't matter anymore.~ |
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