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Monday, December 15, 2008/ 10:20 PM monday.
its monday and im feeling the blues. thats cos people around me are being such a pain. thats why.
i don't wanna go home to a naggy and emotional mum. i know i should be more understanding towards her stress, but hey, im under extreme pressure too. but i don't go around pulling a long face and throwing tantrum to everyone (now i think im going to do that). i know she's going through some difficult situation in life. and as a daughter, i should understand her situation, but its just hard if she continues to be hard on everyone. that includes getting angry at the smallest thing on earth. irritates the hell out of me. ok i sound disrespectful and kurang ajar, but try living in such environment everyday. sucks the life out of you.
and i hate group work. i abhor group work. i detest group work. enuff said.
seoul garden was the last straw. no point going for anymore of that sort of thing. good luck guys. may you find success and happiness in life.
i feel like a wreck. came back from school and mum nagged on how late i reached home. I HAD GROUP WORK TO DO. not as if i did it purposely. besides im 21 and not 12. went straight to my room, since its of no use trying to reason to someone who has made up her mind that i skived after school, and cried myself to sleep. yes i still cry. whats the big deal.
im feeling so f-ed up. i wanna run away.
~how i wish its your off day everyday.~
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