so, i missed the SQ, emirates interview. but i've already sent out my resume to qatar airways and tiger. i know mummy won't like it cause she doesn't really like the idea of me going away from home alone. but i've always wanted to fly. and i still do. just that i don't feel i am tall/pretty/skinny enuf to fit the requirements. i know boyfie would still support me but deep down i know he wish i wouldn't get it cause then i'll have to leave him here. boyfie's been saying that he will support my every decision except joining the force. he's proud that i wanna be a career woman.

doing assignment, waiting for mdis to inform me of the confirmed exam dates, besties gonna start our 2011 dream sooon, needs a job real soon, keep sending out those resumes babe.. so many things going on in this puny brain of mine. feels like it could explode anytime soon. its making me sick in my tummy; i feel like i wanna puke.

seriously.

don't ask me what i wanna do as a career. that qn annoys me.

~ok back to assignment. i pity boyfie. wish i can help him.~